A lot things not yet let you know

I had my first love

There's a girl love before you, but she dont want to start the relationship. Therefore, we maintained the relationship of "best sista" She asked me to wait, wait we grow older and be matured. She said she dun wanna start relationship so young.
Yet,
She went to SG, I entered IPG.
She got a boyfriend there!

I was truly hurt...
I had used a loooong time to let her go.
http://paintmylove-dear.blogspot.com/
this is my old abandoned blog... everything about her. A blog of my sad memories.

Then I met you.
Slowly I had fall for you.

Suddenly, she came back to me.
She requested to be with me as my gf.
I rejected her!
And I flirt to you.
because I know clearly... I do not love her anymore.
Clear-headed I know that, I love you.


Again,
my destiny
Again,
your apologizes

Again,
the feeling of heartbroken
Again,
the same statement
"...not matured enuf to face a serious relationship. Let me grow up..."