Mess Up

My turn now.
Unexpected.
So soon

Well,
I  planned a gathering dinner
for most of my good friends
Wish to have a happy dinner together
If according to plan
12 all together
It has been a long time since the last we together have dinner like this

Yet,
I mess it up
A car of 4 went
Some factors cause me late
I forgot to make a call to them

When I reached
They make me embarrassed
as I going to open the door
they just drives away
Doesn't allow me to explain or even a apology

Im poor in hiding my emotion
The dinner was just in unhappy environment
I felt sorry to 4 of them because I forgot to make a call
I felt sorry to the rest because I mess up everything
I should hide my emotion and eat happily with the rest
but this I failed too!
I failed to handle problems well
I failed to consider everybody's feeling
I failed to hide my feeling
I failed to control the environment
So fail.


... ...


Such foolish I am!


Let it be.
If they angry at me can make them feel better, let it be.
Let it be.
 (PS: Special thanks to The Beatles, I miss you all!)