Dirty painting

After i ponder for a few days...
concerning WHO AM I?
"Be yourself, the special self"
but who am i?
I found tat, im a dirty painting.
Im dark, full of dirt... Ugly....
Im bad
Naughty
Low EQ
Hot temper
Stiff neck
a lot more...
I know this is not ME!
but it had become ME.
I should change this design.
I should start a new design.
I should do it now!

I wants to be a better person!