I was defeated.

January

Wishes... Hopes... Determinations.... Dreams.... Are just like the flame which had a lot of oil...

Now it is February.

Where is the heat? Where is the flame?

I was drown by assignments, presentations, events and a lot stupid stuffs as i am KU this sem.

The flame extinguished.

I got no more energy to do any other things.

Started the murmurs...

Having the mind to give up.

But there is no way....

I choose to escape....

I did...

And now, I feel sorry....

Im just too lazy....
I can do it.......

But i just dont want to get so tired.

excuses given by myself...

Why always me?

Im the youngest....

Why me?

those elder are dead?

Haiz...

I shouldnt do it.

Im sorry...

God, pls stir me up like fire....

Pls....

I was defeated.

T.T 

PLEASE~~~~~~~~~